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Monday, April 10, 2006
One last kiss.

I've been asking for the same damn thing, each time my heart's left broken. I hate this. I need to stand up on my two feets again & be myself. Life's back to normal, I thought. But no. I'm skipping every song that WMP plays, skipping meals, walking away from places that would remind me of what happened. Some times I do not walk away or skip the songs, thinking that I would be fine. But no. I was wronged. I felt so fucking depressed & my heart was heavy. This is gonna stop, in no time. ):

The fucking vinegar just SOT my lips 'cos I went to tear the skin, as usual. Hahah. Daphne Loves Derby's The Longest Story is so depressing but meaningful. I'm so in love with that song, by the way. I'm back with Emo songs. How emo, yes emo. Penknife & a box of sharp objects. =) Godma was so nice. She got me this big leopard-furry purse, seeing that the shiny green one is gonna be skin-less in no time. She got me xiao long bao today from Huat Kee! Omg, I love her though her mouth is a big flaw. :\

Ok school tday was bad. Monday blues, hur. Actually everything was fine other than Art period. >=( We had Maths in the morning but Mrs Ong had to go for some course so Mis Chan, this pretty tcher came to take over. She's uber pretty! I think she's the prettoest teacher in SJC. Did worksheet & went for English. Did comprehension & some house-keeping stuff. Then it was Bio. It was fun, better than other Bio lessons. We did mindmap & four of us sat together. I love my girls. ♥ Sass was exceptionally crappy & loud tday, I like I like. Well, Bestaye & Qiaos was never silent. =O! Hahah. Retarded's the way. :] Skipped recess, stayed in the library. :) Then was Chinese. As usual, Laoshi never fail to call my name. I was laughing & talking happily, hahah. Art, after that. Tian ah. My craziestestestest Art teacher yelled at us again, like no tmr. We were late for 15 & she wants us to return her 1 hour & 15. -.- Unreasonable? Utterly. 1pm & we had English again. Happywappy, lunch after that.

Compass-ed with Sassy. Ate at Mos with Pam & SJ! :D
Talked so much that I forget the time.
Yj came & I went home.










I'll still be here tomorrow.
<3.


4:55 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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